Justify

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Its been hard on me,
Must have been hard on you too
To let go of what we had
Yes, I admit I did feel good, special
But it doesnt compensate,
It cant justify all the tears I cried
All the times I thought things just might
Get better, might turn our way
Flown in feelings, went astray
Thought you might just catch me
I believed you wouldnt let me fall
But when I fell, I hit the ground
'Cause you were no where around

Stupid, thats what I had been
Had i been smart, I'd hv seen
All this coming my way
Just had I known

Hope is what I had for us
I didn't let go of hope for us
Thought we had it all,
Love, trust, faith, understanding
I wonder how would you justify

Now that we aren't together
How do you cope up
How do you ignore the fact that you loved me
What would you do of all the plans we made

How could I have been so stupid
Living a fantasy, love struck by cupid
But still nothing can justify my tears
The pain I feel in my heart
Like its been pierced through
I wish I could get away from this all time low and break away
And close the chapter, start a new one
A fresh start for myself.

The Last Letter

That piece of paper which still lies with me

Which makes no sense and is meaningless now

The one which says how much I love you

And how things aren’t going right between us

The one in which I said baby lets just hold onto each other

And let this storm pass by

We can bear this, we are strong enough

We have already seen so much

It's just another rough patch

I know, we can’t take back what's been done n what's been said

And so much more…

Every time I put my sight on it

I wonder

Would it have made any difference

If you’d have read it

Or you'd have had it with you

Would it have been any different any better or worse

If only I’d have given it to you

I’d have had some peace of mind

Some satisfaction as I’d have thought I did try

It’s a pity that I have this regret

And it’ll always be with me.